P.S. I'm in a bad mood, call me and make me feel better. :(
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I love Rita Hayworth.

I got a job :) very exciting, i told everyone, even ones that don't care.

please visit me at work ;)

Bloodbrothers and cursive on tour; damn, that would be a good fuckin show right there. too bad no tour dates here :(

man, I am really fuckin packed w/stuff to do this week.



i will have to add these mood things now, i see them in every journal...

mood: ? i dont even know ? (just glad to finish all those goddamned essays for school.)

People really make fun of me now for the whole chris thing. Yesterday after comin back for clocks restaurant, i was walkin into dereks house, and hes like "haha elena, do you know what the first thing this kid said when he saw you, haha, just guess!" and i shrug and hes like "he said is that the chick that wants to fuck chris donaldson" i was like oh man...i officially dont like him ANYMORE. and then this kid goes "i cant believe girls go for him, you just dont understand how gay he is." next time...i am just going to be like "kiss my ass!", at least thats what i have been told to do.

I painted a human heart. it looks tight.


mood: frustrated, confused.

im at my friends house watchin American Physco.

i don't think i have ever yelled at my best friend before. I think its time i let people know that im pissed.

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you are either a record nerd or not a scenester at
all. you are the coolest of the bunch. bravo,
dude.

what type of lame scenester are you?
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alright whats up w/all these fuckin "hardcore kids". Apparently they have gangs now; punk gangs. How gay does that sound? "Hi, I'm in a hardcore punk gang, and i'm going to beat your ass." I know there are REAL hardcore kids who listen to their music and couldn't give a fuck just how cool their outfit looks, and they don't need to be in some club. Im sorry but that whole scene is so fuckin gay if u can only wear this or hang out w/these kids or your not &qoute hardcore &qoute. I think all that is shit...I can listen to anything i want, wear anything i want..and not be fuckin labeled as emo or punk or hardcore..or whatever.. I can listen to dfferent types of music..like i can listen to cursive but then right after put a fuckin afi song on. I dont know catergories. I feel like a lot of people are trying to damn hard to fit in or be cool...I read this kids journal today online and it is is a bunch of badass kids smashin each other. "your gay", "ur band sucks"...who the fuck cares about all that shit? why can't people be who they fuckin are with out being such dicks. I have nothin against any kind of scene...i just dont like the gay shit that some of those kids talk about at shows...how their so damn cool...fuck that..i've seen some kids go there and punk out and hardcore dance cause thats what they love to do, w/out having to talk shit. They are just having a good time...i think thats how it all should be...

I am applying for a job today at my moms work. Good stuff...i need a job. Hmmm..lets see anything new..trying to think..school starts tommorow. I am kinda excited cause its a change....

I love PJ Harvey..she's so great. Not to sound lesbo or anything but she's so gorgeous...so talented. Listen to a song called "No Girl So Sweet"..great song.